I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons
Lele Pons
It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    • Kaitlan Gabbitas
      Kaitlan Gabbitas

      I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

    • Laura Schmidt
      Laura Schmidt

      I am your biges fan lele!

    • Eric

      I love you lele pons

    • Jady Clovis
      Jady Clovis

      I love u Lele

    • Sandra Apun
      Sandra Apun

      I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Tatiana Sanchez
    Tatiana Sanchez

    Esto no está en español ???

  • princess amber
    princess amber

    Wow I would never imagined

  • iiiMerxedesxoxo

    This premiered on my birthday and it was the best birthday present ever

  • kat short
    kat short

    my number is 5.

  • Deisy Garcia
    Deisy Garcia


  • BlueBubble9

    I’ve never watched Lele because I’m neither her target audience nor someone who enjoys that type of content. However, as someone who also struggles with OCD, I am grateful she is making the docuseries to educate people about how debilitating it is.

  • Jasmin Barrientos
    Jasmin Barrientos

    I love you lele you are so Pretty

  • Ronita Ta Of the day
    Ronita Ta Of the day

    this is a worldwide epidemic? girl this is a pandemic

  • Jasmin Barrientos
    Jasmin Barrientos

    You made me cry

  • sweet potato
    sweet potato

    *Never judge a book by its cover.*

  • Gatch logic lily
    Gatch logic lily

    I support u Lele u are a strong person

  • Haadiya Usman
    Haadiya Usman

    My aunt has ocd, it’s sad to watch her struggle. But she is getting better and she is happy and safe

  • Isabelle Twentyfour
    Isabelle Twentyfour

    I love you so much Lele!! Your so amazing and the most inspiring!! You go girl, and try not to think to hard about those false horrible things even though I know it’s hard. I’m so sorry you have to go through these things it is very serious and tears people apart. I’m so sorry 😔 You are so strong girl you should never be getting haters ever you don’t deserve it💜 love you!!💜 Stay strong!!!💪🏼💪🏼💜🧡

  • AJK

    You are a very good person

  • M.B. Austin
    M.B. Austin

    Lele I have always loved you. You are my everything. I hope you know that you are perfect just the way you are. And you need to believe in your self. Until I watched this video I never know you had OCD and istillto this day I love you and you are beautiful. And In the video where you said " I have to do it one more time because I did it 2 times and I have to do it 3 so just one more time" I have never changed my love for you. I hope that you know that you are worth it and you deserved to be treated like a normal person when you had to fall or make people laugh..... LISTEN YOU ARE AMAZING SO YOU DONT NEED TO DO THAT ANYMORE YOU DONT NEED FRIENDS CAUSE YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING!! Hope u have an amazing day love you so such!!

  • Indigo Blue
    Indigo Blue

    Thank you for sharing such intimate details, I value and appreciate and respect this very much. God bless you, much love 💗💓

  • Alexia Speers
    Alexia Speers

    I have ADHD too...I love you Lele❤️

  • Amanda Terven
    Amanda Terven

    I totally understand I love u Lele please know that u are strong

  • Denali Alexa
    Denali Alexa

    Lele is so beautiful and I’m glad that she shared this side of herself to us. She’s so brave! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Madelyn Powell
    Madelyn Powell

    I ment lele

  • Madelyn Powell
    Madelyn Powell

    Laila you’re so strong for dealing with this for the past I don’t know how many years

  • China Hart
    China Hart

    this was my birthday

  • XOXO carrot
    XOXO carrot

    Keep doin your awsome

  • Lianna He
    Lianna He

    I've loved Lele for a long time now but I've never even thought about this side of her. We love you Lele!

  • Ismahan Abdilahi
    Ismahan Abdilahi

    I love lele pons plz dont feel bad

  • Jahaira Casola
    Jahaira Casola

    i suport you but my bother hates you but i dont i love you

  • Luhver

    babyyy :( poor thing you are perfect on your own way. ignore those haters and i'm proud that your not embarrassed. i love you ❤️

  • Alivia Blakey
    Alivia Blakey

    Lele no matter what ppl say you can face them i will be praying for you and hope you get better i love you

  • Nutsa Enukidze
    Nutsa Enukidze

    thank you lele for being open to us now the world will know what ur going trough

  • Nutsa Enukidze
    Nutsa Enukidze

    holy when i was little i would be like if i dont do this this is gonna happen i dont have it now tho

  • Gianna Broughton
    Gianna Broughton

    im so sorry lele

  • kasandra Bts and stray kids
    kasandra Bts and stray kids

    Awww it’s okay lele we are here for you no matter what I love your music isthmus so cool and your so funny and pretty and don’t worry you well get those it it’s happed to me but I don’t have it but I have piance attacks and my family is always there for me and your family is always going to be there you well get through it.❤️👍💜💜🤞

  • xXCRISIS_ pandaXx
    xXCRISIS_ pandaXx

    Im sorry for your condition lele. If I could only do something for you, I would. I love you lele, stay strong.

  • Jayvien Smith
    Jayvien Smith

    The people who disliked this video have no heart and is soulless. We should all help Get her through this, thanks for telling us.

  • Fadwa star
    Fadwa star

    You are amazing person lele 💓💖

  • Fatma yağmur Kalender
    Fatma yağmur Kalender

    No I do UZsoft and Instagram please I love you so much so muchhhhhhhh

  • Xxx.showdow Xxx Gamer girl
    Xxx.showdow Xxx Gamer girl

    I just want you to know you are amazing and I dident know your were going though this but don’t let anything get in your way you keep going.

  • Sophie Kejetue
    Sophie Kejetue

    She’s so inspirational

  • sarah de la rosa
    sarah de la rosa

    I am so sorry I am a huge fan

  • Anna Didyana
    Anna Didyana

    I have also severe ocd :( thanks for sharing this with us.

  • your friend
    your friend

    Listen you do you ignore what ppl said to succeeded so much and to let things go like that do what you love to do and help others love yourself always

  • alany guerra
    alany guerra

    me quede esperando a chayanne

  • Kunjal Goel
    Kunjal Goel

    you're the strongest person... and the most amazing

  • Mohamed Alsibay
    Mohamed Alsibay

    I hope that everyone get s better from ocd

  • Maryam -A
    Maryam -A

    You can get over this obsession soon 🥰🌸🇨🇴

  • Zainab Alyahya
    Zainab Alyahya

    I love this video. Shows how brave she is A lot of people might get the help they need because of this. Thank you Lele ❤️

  • Maryam -A
    Maryam -A

    So informative 👌🇨🇴

  • tamana Bhat
    tamana Bhat

    We loooooveeee youuuuu ❤️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺we are always there for you... thanksssss for making us so happy 😃

  • kassandra navarro
    kassandra navarro

    Don't worry those haters don't appreciate others people life you are perfect the way you are you don't need to change for the haters

  • Julie Rottmann
    Julie Rottmann

    Lele is so brave for doing this!!! A great example to not be ashamed of what we are 🤩❤️ Love you lele

  • Jannet Gonzalez
    Jannet Gonzalez

    Lele I’m 35 years old married and with 2 daughters and I look up to you mama you are a real hero to so many by talking about the real shit you going through stay strong Ma for you and for all of us that look up to you and we got you to babe ❤️

  • ᴥTeddy Bearᴥ
    ᴥTeddy Bearᴥ

    I really started crying when you said you wanted to and yourself because when I was younger if I got a little yelled at. At night I would cry myself asleep and keep repeating in my head that I wanted to end myself..

  • Diana_ 22
    Diana_ 22

    You are so beautiful and amazing and honestly thank you so much for sharing all of this that is going on with you because it is another side of you that we have never seen and honestly I respect you and I love you❤️❤️❤️

  • Love my Books
    Love my Books

    I love her and her honesty.

  • Elle Rodriguez
    Elle Rodriguez

    And imagine people suffering this too but never got the chance to consult a professional and they lived their whole lives being hated for the way they are.

    • Elle Rodriguez
      Elle Rodriguez

      Plus...people who self medicate bc they just want things to be aligned and clean.

  • Claudia Feathers
    Claudia Feathers

    I'm not a fan of Lele but I think that everyone is proud of you for saying your story and showing how severe ocd really is. Honestly everyone should be super proud of you for sharing this.

  • Makenna Ferreira
    Makenna Ferreira

    I have OCD like lele but it is not as bad but lele is probably the most strongest girl I have seen in person or on UZsoft she is my role model she is so strong and pretty and it is not cool to make fun of her

  • Chasssidy Rorie
    Chasssidy Rorie

    Lele your so pretty and just from comments you shouldn't let those people change you

  • andrea belli
    andrea belli

    I'm so sad because there aren't subtitles in italian

  • Mary Ann Siscoe
    Mary Ann Siscoe

    Lele just know I will always love you and support you 💖💖♥️♥️💗💗

  • Dialla Najjar
    Dialla Najjar

    You are perfect lele ♥️ Big love 🇵🇸

  • Ben Charlton
    Ben Charlton

    "Sticks and stones may break my bones but words never hurt me" this is false as words do hurt! And people should take a better look at ocd and not just think it's neatness but it's not! Be kind! And lele reads these comments so she knows so next time be more considerate! Love u lele u do you

  • Hansini Muthu
    Hansini Muthu

    You are the best lele you inspire me! we all love you!

  • Jovanny Briones
    Jovanny Briones

    I think that you shouldn’t think what people think about you. You should live your life as you not what people tell you but what you want to be and I love Lele pons as what she is a funny girl a love person and a talented person and no one can change that like if I’m right

  • I Like Everything
    I Like Everything

    I may not like you but I swear i wish you the best in your life.

  • Nivedha Viswanathan
    Nivedha Viswanathan

    You are great just the way you are. Keep going. You make many of us smile and i hope this comment makes you smile🥰Love all the way from India.

  • Laylah Rose
    Laylah Rose

    I litteraly used to do that with my ocd

  • Seydi Caner
    Seydi Caner

    𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕕

  • Yesiwatchyourvideos

    Thank you for putting this out. Just thank you.

  • Hannah's life
    Hannah's life

    He has been on medication since he was diagnosed it has become to the point where I don't want to be at my home

  • Lopiga Tara
    Lopiga Tara

    When I was little I actually had symptoms like ocd but I'm not sure if it is ocd,and as i grew up those symptoms just gone,idk how and what is it

  • Vilma Heloctog
    Vilma Heloctog

    I supporting you lele my idol

  • Eva Ivanova
    Eva Ivanova

    Thank you for showing that OCD isn't people acting proud of their "neat packing and color coordination" skills in the kitchen. It's an actual neurological disease. You are a super hero lele 🙏 be proud of yourself queen.. You got this mama

  • Babysonia Storm
    Babysonia Storm

    I didn t know you in that point of view. And you know what ,i m glade to see the real you . You re brave, funny and so beautiful in your own way, inside and outside. U re amazing and i admire you even more after that video. It s not only compassion, it s a genuine admiration for the person that you re. Huggies and kisses from Portugal

  • Nora Cruz
    Nora Cruz

    Prince Royce

  • lisa murfy
    lisa murfy

    I have ocd.

  • lisa murfy
    lisa murfy

    Your perfect

  • Beth Nichols
    Beth Nichols

    Your are such a beautiful women and I'm just gonna say DONT let any of the negativity get to you

  • Natasha Citra
    Natasha Citra

    She should definitely do meditation, training her mind to be strong, training the mind how to deal with the unwanted thoughts caused by her neg subsconcious mind